I feel like I need to say a lot of things to the community. I want to start off by saying I really don't like all the drama that is going on with me right now, it sucks to be the center of attention for me and I don't like it.

I want to apologize for being an asshole in general. Lately I've been like Whoopi Golberg on her period which noone really likes to see and is probably just flat out annoying. I've been making mistakes as an admin and I've been making mistakes as a friend. I haven't been doing what a Toaster is supposed to be doing and it's obviously rubbed off. (If you haven't noticed, I'm a member). I also want to apologize to the admins that have been handling my shit the past few weeks 'cause theres been a lot of it. I have been denying everything that has to deal with why I was revoked from my admin pretty much all night. One person who will go unnamed has showed me that I've actually been being a huge asshole and I need to rethink what I do and think before I speak. The entire time I always thought as long as I don't say the N word I'll be fine. Which isn't true so if you do that on the servers you should probably rethink the way you speak. But anyway, I decided I shouldn't even be around here if all I do is deny being a bad kid and lie to everyone about what goes on.

Lastly, I want to apologize to some people for being an outright dickhead when they did nothing wrong to me.

First, Kimchi - I don't even know why I'm such an ass to you. I think its because you smart mouthed me for saying something stupid and then I held a grudge.. sorry

Secondly ProdigySlayer - I don't even know why I'm always in a bitchy mood when I talk to you. You don't do anything mean to me what-so-ever and I just yell at you.

Next I want to say sorry to Prisoner but only because you have to put up with my shit all the time and it must get annoying.

And Holes, I kinda just added him today and started talking shit and then deleted him before he could even see it probably.. sorry lol.

Lastly, I want to say sorry to the community as a whole. I haven't really changed in the past year and 3 months and I think its time to rethink how I do things.